Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Skip Class Again

Haizzz skip class again
Same thing happen just as LLS
I would like to write this in english just in case somebody come and he could understand this without using google translate

I know sometimes I just coming out some thought and words sound ridiculous and naive
But
Could you just be serious when I am talking something important or sharing some information as well as experience with you?
I might be childish but I am serious when I am serious.
Don't just treat me like a clown or joker
Ya maybe some example sounds funny or little bit unimaginable but it really happened before and I was telling you the truth stories due to my kindness and sincerity.
You could stop me at the moment you think I am bluffing!
Why you don't do that when you not believed in me?
After I talking so much and you just end up with a sentence "You kinda funny but pls la don't bluff and cheat on me"
You know I could continue doing my assignment and just leave you there but I didn't.
You mess up my plan to finish my assignment and spent some time to share something I think is helpful to you eventually that was nothing to you!
Fine, next time any problem with your society please don't approach to me and ask for help, never ever have a chance to listen even one word from my mouth to you because I am silly and bluffing all the time.

I feel so sorry to you because of making you spent 20-30 minutes to listen nothing, oh no, some funny jokes.

Ok, skipped class today, but doing assignment at home,
Please my mood, don't be ruined by "male bitch"
Continue doing my assignment 

Saturday, September 7, 2013

“工”
何谓有意义?
他妈的不就是为那几个臭钱
我从15岁出来偷偷打工买我想要买的东西
KFC,Pizza hut,卖衣服,派传单,卖coupon,Promoter,Salesman,7-11店员,补习,柜台,导游,翻译文件......

一度很累觉得人心是很脆弱的
人可以为了自己什么都做得出
卖药的时候明知道那个药是有副作用的照卖
明明不用那么贵可是游客好骗就算贵贵
意义对我来说有的时候连一个垃圾也不如

直到我现在做了一名补习老师。

是真正教补习的那种
我发现学生是千奇百怪都有的
我发现我的观念潜移默化的在改变
不是每个学生都是那么渴望去拿到好成绩的
有的只是为了及格,有的是父母逼的,有的是陪朋友,有的是拍拖
但是当你看到一个学生因为你的努力而有了一点点改变
成就感?满足感?虚荣感?或许只是证明了自己
我初一到高三只补过两次习,初二数学,初一初二英文
高中我对补习这样东西是敬而远之的
我自己的观点是反正我自己行补来搞?!
我很不明白补习的意义是什么?
可能是我高中一直都在忠班的原因
也可能是因为老师不会教我懒惰fail的原因
也有想证明我并不比她差的原因
高中三年我奇迹般的生存了下来,成绩还不错
现在我接触一班学生
有的时候我看到他们的眼神是那么无助
同情吗?怜悯吗?可怜吗?
我只能说我不能不帮他们!
同时这也真正走上这条不归路
原来我的兴趣是教,育
不过我还是不要想那么多
目前的状况是搞好大学生活!

~完~

Sunday, September 1, 2013

原本大好的心情被破坏掉

我无言了
我真的他妈的不懂要怎样跟一些野蛮人沟通
我把车停在我自己的位子,明明就是自己车大然后乱park吃到过来我的位
算料我车小不跟你计较,现在你自己那副衰样看起来就是得罪人多
车被刮倒就自己拿来衰咯,而且讲是我的车刮到你的车
拜托我车在你的车左边,你被刮倒右边,讲我退车刮到
酱应该是我的车前面或者是右边刮倒你车的左边,可是我的车一点痕迹都没有
最天才的是你讲我刮倒过后立刻去喷漆为了不被你抓到
Dailou,今天星期日哪一个修车店开你跟我讲还要是国庆日后一天
Service Center都不开啦
我还有证人你的车在的时候我根本没有在carpark
死都要赖我,
吵咯,你要吵我就陪你吵咯,印度人大完啊
报警又不敢报!
我按电话报警又阻止我,我叫家人下来又阻止我
好咯,我冲去叫guard的阿头来你又怕
最后恐吓我,妈的最后就报警咯,结果驾车跑掉,停另一辆在我的旁边
懂你有钱,lan什么si,也不是刮痕多到,最后是另一个parking位的人来一起骂他才肯走掉,
妈的我的车明天出事我就报警!
原本一整天的大好心情都不见了!